I don’t know if I’m a genius or a terrible person for not noticing this but when you lose the idea of a world, it feels like you lose everything.
The idea of what a world is becomes more and more abstract.
The very idea of being able to see your friends, your family, your loved ones and even yourself is lost.
This was the case for me when I lost the idea that I was alive.
I could see nothing.
I couldn’t touch anything.
There was no place to go.
Everything was empty.
There were no feelings.
There’s no reason for anything.
This kind of loss, even when I feel it, can be so overwhelming.
I don of course have the same thing as you, I don to think of my own death.
I have no idea if it’s really happening or not.
But what I do know is that it’s not a good feeling.
I am constantly reminded of my lack of knowledge.
The only thing that I have learned is that I should be worried about my own safety.
When I lose the thought of life, my world becomes more dangerous.
A person who has lost the notion of life will be unable to move on to the next stage.
The world becomes even more empty, devoid of any purpose.
It is so disorienting to be unable for a moment to think, no matter how hard I try to think.
As a young man, I spent my time in a hospital where I would often be left alone in the room to wait for a few hours for a nurse to come.
This is something that I cannot do in my own life anymore.
I would try and remember what I wanted to do in life, and what I should have done.
I was never allowed to say no to anything.
If I tried to do something that was outside my comfort zone, I was sent to another room.
My entire sense of self was lost, and I could never regain it.
At one point in my life, I tried the opposite of what most people do, I went on a walk with a friend, to the forest and to the water.
I did this to try and reconnect with the forest.
I felt like I was in another world.
I had lost my connection with the real world.
At that time, I wasn’t sure what it was that I had been missing.
All I knew was that it was a great adventure.
During this time, the world felt so empty.
It was as if I was lost in some mysterious place.
I tried and tried to find a way out of this world.
But I couldn.
I knew I would eventually return to the real one, the one I was living in.
After this, I decided to move out of my parents house and to live on my own.
I started to travel around India and other parts of the world.
In the early 2000s, I became interested in Buddhism and started studying the teachings of the Buddha.
After some time, though, I started feeling like my life had changed forever.
I realised that I wasn´t living a normal life anymore and that I no longer wanted to be.
The more I read about the Buddhist teachings, the more I realised they were a kind of miracle.
They had a lot of power, but the most important thing was that they were true.
It made me realise that I could not live without the Buddha or the teachings.
If they were not true, I would not have been born.
I wanted a way to bring them back into my life.
I became a Buddhist monk.
Now, I am a Buddhist nun.
How do you deal with the loss of your mind?
It is not that I lost my mind.
I simply did not know what to do with it.
I feel like I am no longer in control of my mind anymore.
This lack of control was very real to me.
I never really had control over my thoughts and feelings.
I just had this emptiness.
I really had no life to live.
I also felt like the world had gone too far.
I needed to take some control.
I began to do what I had done so much of my life to achieve.
I stopped taking pills and I stopped drinking alcohol.
I learnt a lot from my experiences in this new world.
When you are living in a world without meaning, you have to accept it.
You have to take responsibility for your life and for yourself.
My friend asked me what I was doing when I couldn´t see myself.
I replied that I felt as if my life was not real anymore.
The answer was that the only reason I was not able to live with myself was that my life has become very distorted.
There is no one else I can go to.
I can’t look at myself in the mirror.
I cannot go to the movies.
I’m afraid to go to restaurants.
My friends have gone away